Right now I'm totally speechless about the shit I just read. The book started out by not really holding my attention and I decided to take a break and watch "Orange is the New Black" instead but I went back to this book last night and I'm happy that I did! I keep asking myself "what the fuck just happened?" Was that real? How the hell could Taylor continue a realationship with Seb? Is this what the world is coming to, where woman are so fucking weak? I totally wanted to slap the shit out of her myself during this book and wake her the fuck up. Iwas so frustrated with her .....ugh. I still am.Now Seb on the other hand, I so hated him through most of the story but then I found myself loving him , but then right back to hating him again. I understand some of the things he had to do but he really pushed the limits of normal with his possesiveness, jealously, rage and control. You would think that after the childhood he had, he would be a little less violent with women. The one positive characteristic about Seb is his capacity to love and fuck......Whew .... STEAMY!!!I'm off to read the next in this series and see if Taylor can finally grow some balls and maybe Seb can lose his some!